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i think the first time i saw this site i was sent to a swinger's blog. he would write about all his sex-capades. that was interesting. i would read them and think "wow". not my style, but hey more power to him. broken beds and orgies for his friends birthdays. free for anyone to read. i am sorry to say i don't know where to find him; happy searching.

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i woke up yesterday and went to work. when driving home my car started to smell weird. i skipped work today to have it looked at, but so far, my mechanic doesn't know where the leak is at exactly, just that it is there. he said i can drive it no worries...so i'll get it back when my mom comes and takes me to it. i hate not having my car. this coming from the most car-phobic girl ever. i never wanted to drive. that all changed when i was 20, one month after my birthday, and i found out i got a job in calabasas as a qa tester (in short i get to play video games and make sure they work before they submit and eventually shipped out). so needless to say, it was a necessary hurdle, since i live in the valley >_<...not the good one with blonde girls and BMWs either. so my dad drove me to work for the first two weeks (since he works just down the street).


now my poor baby (Lucky) is in pain. true she did get smashed in the driver's side blinker within the first two weeks of my driving....and taken me for two speeding tickets....but i swear i'm not a bad driver. i just think i can go faster than i can and i think i pushed my poor 8 year old sub too far....now i feel aweful. i will treat her well, i promise..from now on. until she dies...and that will be a sad day. she's suffering from a broken axel piece which they're fixing right now, but the oil leak is pretty bad; they would need to take out my whole transmission. so that will be done at a later time. total fixing cost: roughly 850$. not as bad as i thought it would be.

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....i hate hospitals. doctors, needles, pain, suffering, sick people coughing on me when i have enough to deal with without being sick. i have to get a skin thing checked out. really don't have the money for it don't even have the money to fix my poor car and i need to work to pay for both and i can't work without my car. it is a vicious cycle.

i pray it's nothing too serious.
i hope you will, too.