hop on the bandwagon, who cares if we tip over.

seems i only write when i'm at the theatre these days...maybe that's because it's when i have the most freedom and feel the most relaxed. being here feels like home, and all the players are my family. even when i feel like shit they can put a smile on my face. i never feel that i am trying to impress here...well...almost never.

every once in a while some cool cat will dig his suave claws into my heart and try to win it over with charm...it used to work...and it would all end in tears. i know, i have a little bit of a crush on a guy i see once a week and probably won't ever see again once "Black" gets the boot, but i don't want to date him...i don't even want him to think of me in a romantic way...i just want to shamelessly flirt with him...and i do, but my friend keeps dropping all these hints around him - asking if he's married or has a girlfriend - and not that i don't think it's funny, but come on...i'm never going to get with the guy. i'm just too odd.



besides. being single is something i need for myself...and it's about fuckin' time i did something to make myself happy...right?